sometimes i like to play a game and read what ive written, play a therapist and look at myself in all black and white.
ive been up for 5 days straight (no exaggeration) so sorry if my brain is retarded.
fears loss of identity, loss of innocence, feels alone- doesnt belong anywhere, delusions of grandeur- though also feelings of insignificance, sees things-possible schizophrenia, extreme harboring of guilt, fear of change, feels inadequacy, a perfectionist- if it is not perfect it is worthless, obsession with disturbing concepts and situations, vicarious (feels numb so she must seek new and more shocking fantasies to make herself feel alive), odd combination of hopelessness and optimism, constant conflict between living in the moment and in reflection, extreme awareness of self, obsession with the past and memories, erg theres more but i prolly shouldnt procrastinate anymore.
About Me
- lisey-mop
- I is a cartooning major von SVA and I spawn from the depths of the digestive track of mutant ninja turtles and is forced to draw horrible pictures so that she may not starve or be forced to go back home for her mother's home cooked meals.
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